Speaking from the experience of someone who was left behind by someone who thought it would be better if they were to solve their problems themselves at the expense of their own life.
Don't.
. . .
Unless you really want to see what they're capable of, I suppose.
[He pauses, thinking on that and tapping on his piano again.]
....... I'll take that in mind. But I will try of course. I do not want to leave Tenn and Wataru behind, even if I am afraid that they might get burned if they stand too close.
I consider them my equals in strength and skill. They are just as powerful as I am, probably much moreso actually, though I think I have ambition beyond theirs. Nothing wrong with that, but it does mean they.... seem to follow my wishes? I don't really know how to compromise such a thing in my mind.
Did you know Wataru used his wish for me, when he graduated? After all of this, everything he had to go through, he still deferred to me, despite my being so...
['Inferior' is what he wants to say. But it's wild when you have both an inferiority and superiority complex, isn't it, Intensity?]
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Re: cw: talking about past suicides
Intensity absolutely does not say.]
You don't think you can change...?
Ridiculous.
You're the only one who can change yourself.
Re: cw: talking about past suicides
I will try to take that in mind, but it hasn't worked so far. It is easy to say you will change yourself, but in practice it is quite difficult.
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And you think that Tenn and Hibiki haven't figured this out?
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But maybe they do not know how deep it runs. [Sighs.] What am I to do?
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Don't.
. . .
Unless you really want to see what they're capable of, I suppose.
Re: cw: talking about past suicides
....... I'll take that in mind. But I will try of course. I do not want to leave Tenn and Wataru behind, even if I am afraid that they might get burned if they stand too close.
Re: cw: talking about past suicides
Do you consider them your equals?
Re: cw: talking about past suicides
I consider them my equals in strength and skill. They are just as powerful as I am, probably much moreso actually, though I think I have ambition beyond theirs. Nothing wrong with that, but it does mean they.... seem to follow my wishes? I don't really know how to compromise such a thing in my mind.
Did you know Wataru used his wish for me, when he graduated? After all of this, everything he had to go through, he still deferred to me, despite my being so...
['Inferior' is what he wants to say. But it's wild when you have both an inferiority and superiority complex, isn't it, Intensity?]
Re: cw: talking about past suicides
I think that means he's decided whether he wants to get burned or not.
Try not to make that choice for him.