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Eichi Tenshouin ([personal profile] syckophant) wrote 2021-01-31 11:49 am (UTC)

cw: talking about past suicides

The things I have done, the cruelty I have inflicted on others was once so truly terrible and utterly inescapable that I forced many to throw themselves from a rooftop, rather than live in my world. I am the reason Itsuki Shu acts the way he is, how I shattered him. And I gave birth to Tsukinaga Leo's paranoia. I've been the direct or indirect cause of much suffering.

I have a habit of wanting beautiful things so badly, that I when I catch them, I hold them too tight and crush them like butterflies in my fingers.

[He taps another few notes on the piano, thoughtfully.]

....... I don't think I can change, because despite all of the heartbreak, I am still doing the same thing. Except this time, maybe I can keep those dearest to me out of my way.

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